Today is one of my happiest days in my life...
happy all day...
aniwae wanted to tell you all bout yesterdae affirmation ceremony...
fun siah..
verie fun...
i wish can do it again...
well...
wen i came home at round 8.30+++..
i bathe n fell asleep while waitin for my sis for the com..
den wen my dad came home from silat he woke me up to clean up the kitchen..
den i go clean up lah...
clean3...
den go inside room n fall asleep...
den i dreamt...

i got dwn 859 bus n waled back...
den at the basketball court in front my hse my whole ncc unit was dere..
all fall in looking down n dey had black bands over thier left sleeve..
even my oder fwens were there..
i called them but no one looked..
as if in diam position..
i continue walkin in n in front my hse my PDS bois,
Zhi Xiang,Teng Ping,Jin Feng,Jian Wen,Ashraf,Abu,Eshaq
was in our PDS uniform with a black band over their left shoulder
wif their rifles dwn..
i got scared a paniky..
dey didn't seem to see me...
i went upstairs to borrow my neighbours fone den i saw all my fwens dere...
all of dem were crying..
da odd thing was,
on each n evryone's heart,
dere is a slash..
a black slash...
as if it had been ripped off...
i walked down to find my hse open..
i walked in to see my 4 sweetes fwens...
Alfian,Haiqal,Shah and Suresh in NO.1..
they had a black band on their left sleeve...
but diz 4 ppl had sumtin different..
the rip on their heart were abit wider...
n on Haiqals it was totalie not dere..
he was crying..
i never seen hym cry..
i panicked...
i wanted to wipe his tears..
i could not..
i wanted to touch his face..
i juz wanted to see him smile...
my hands juz passed through his face...
becoz,
i was afraid..
den dey stooped n picked up a coffin..
the coffin was clad in ncc flag...
then they stopped right in front of me...
i peered inside n saw myself..
i woke up a found myself late to skool...
OMG....

wad da heck does it mean????