hmm...
all's a happy ending..
me?
well,
hard lah sey...
dunnoe how to start,
dunno how to sae...

hmm..
well,
to my dearest,
i dunnoe wad to sae,
but im disappointed in you..
dats all...

to my gal,
haha..
make me boil only...
haha...
must ask farit teach me how to b patient..
haiyah...
make me go round in my heads siah...
kiuk3...

to all,
ROCK YOR LIFE MAN!
5 more daes!!!
haha...

actuallie i very tiired reaie..
hehehe...
den cannot sleep mah...
soo write nonsence ler...
wanna see pertapis pic?
later i put in multiply..
go see lah..
hehe...

niwaes...
to sumone out dere,
I'LL ACCEPT YOU BACK AFTA PUNCHIN YOR FACE!

=D

Wad did i do wrong?
i reallie can't make it 2moro...
den my phones flat..
wad can i do ryte?
yeah2..
i forgot...

I HAVE NO FEELINGS...
all i can do is being used and recycled...
ouh yeah..

all doze readin,
read diz..

U CAN SAE IM ON EITHER SIDE,
DA TRUTH IS,
I'M ON NONE..
COZ IF EVER IS ON ONE SIDE,
I'M JUST LYIN TO MYSELF..
WHICH IN NOT IN MY PRINCIPLES...
AND ITS BULLSHIT IF ACCUSATIONS R NOT RYTE,
COZ U WILL MAKE YORSELF LOSE A FRIEND OR FOE..

I NOE IM STILL WEAK,
ONCE IM STRONG AGAIN,
I SWEAR UPON MHN,
I'LL NEVA GIV FACE,
PITIANCE,
OR EVEN
MERCY..

I'LL BE DA AINDINNA ,YOU'LL REGRET NOEIN...

-AiN-

i wakie wakie wid no paper bt hist to worry....
which is one like 2601
haha..
den go studie2..
aniwae,
i've decide not to make myself hurt further..
by waiting by the
goddamn phone waiting for him..
da more i tink bout it,
da more i get myself hurt..
haha..

niwae..
studie2 wid muna..
den go fetch mahirah..
den aite,
got this mc biker..
handsome siah...
den wen mahirah bubuy her fwen,
i bubuy aso..
den da biker paiseh sey..
he thought i bubuy him,
den he overshot wen turnin..
haha..

den afta dat go donate blood..
now bruised bit,
but ferst tyme lyke dat one urh..
hehehe..
outz for now lah..
got lecture 2molo..

wee!!!

=D
-AiN-

hey o's start readie...
tyme to studie..
if got tyme i blog..
if not den..
hmm...
hey cg!
u read my blog from multiply can?
hahaha!

-AiN-

dat guy dun msg me animore...
soo...
I DUN GIF A DAMN...
i noe sumone wud be lyke,
"eleh,nk tpu je..tap dlm hati..."

sorie gf...
reallie...
i dun care areadie..
i've already changed his name too..
back to..
MUHD HAIQAL NAWI...
dats all he's gonna be to me...

im tired of his stupid game and his stupid cowardiness
and his stupid f**king ATTIUDE!

if u r reading diz..
i dun mean to hurt you but..
u look at yorself...
u saed diz n dat...

do u prove it?
no..
all i get from you is diz f**king bullshit attitude
dat im sick of already..
its true dat yes im telling all doze who is reading my blog,
I LOVE YOU VERY DEARLY AND VERY MUCH,
but if diz is how u gonna treat me,
jus forget me k?

i noe deep inside u deres diz part dat says,
hey,i love her too..
but i tink its jus too deep dat u jus cant see it..
i dunno wen u gonna noe dat i love you,
i hate you!

READ DIZ
I HATE YOU!

u noe y?
coz u r ARROGANT and SELFISH!

u might tink i a slut and coward writing diz in my blog..
u mught think dat i dun haf da guts to talk 2 u face 2 face..
well i can n i will..
BUT,
i da ferst place,
whu is da one whu dun pick up my calls,
dun reply my msgs?
BULLSHIT!

from diz dae forth,
u r juz another PDS brother,
ncc friend,
school mate..
let bygones be bygones...
I HATE YOU


My dear shahida,
u wud b laughing wen u read diz...
i noe u wud..
den u wud call me n sae,
wad u always sae to me..
but dun be suprised,
if i scold u,
or i probably break dwn n cry,
coz wadeva i sae now is true..
make sure u call dat gud friend of yors,
tell him to read my blog..
soo he'll noe i feel...
i reallie hope he would..

-AiN-

haha..

itz been a beezee raya for me...
can't even blog..
hehe..

fun lah diz raya..
all diff colour again..
haha..
wadeva lah eh..
i dun even care..
being here for raya is enuf..

i miss him siah..
lyke reallie2 miss...
haha..
wad2do..
juz doa byk2 utk dia...

SaLam LebaraN aLL...
=D

-AiN-

well...
he visited me...

we were sitting at a beach...
unda a tree..
everytin was perfect...
the temperature,
the wind,
the scene...
EVERYTHING...

den he asked...

what lessons haf u learnt since i left?

i said

one,
best friends are neva friends...
two,
i undastand da meanin of ramadhan...
three,
i undastand da meaning of love...
fourth,
actions speak louder than words...
lastly,

den i stopped...
he was crying...
i wiped his tears n asked...

why r u crying dear?

he answered,

u haf grown up me dear gurl...
u reallie grown up...
look dere,

i turned n saw my dear shrek beaming at me..

his voice whispered,
Go...his waiting for you...

wen i turn i found him gone...
i woke up n hit my head on the bed..
damn...
i realized..
its his 40th day...

i realli miss him...
haish...

wadeva it is...
i'll do wad he told me...
i'll remember his word till da dae i die...

Go...His waiting for you...

-AiN-

heard a few song todae...
hmm..
reallie moved my heart man...
haha...

n checked out 4t2 friendster..
got all dier pics...
den ryte,
hmmm...

nggak tau dia boleh jadi ganteng gito loh...
gue mahu cair nengok dia...
senyuman dia buat dia kelihatan ganteng bangat...
gue nggak caya gitu...

hahaha...
apain anak ini..
nggak abis2 ngobrol psl dia..
ngobrol psl lain lah..

hahaha...

okielah..
peace out..

'-GaRf-'

at last..

i noe wad happen in mimpi manis...
waduh...
buat gue suspen banget!
haha..
now i can talk fluent indon a bit..
hahaha....


i reallie hope wad happen to tora & desi wud happen to me..
bisa mimpi aja anak ini...
nggak tau syukurin sama apa yang udah ada...
gi mana sih..
gue cinta amat pada dia...
gue kangen mau lihat dia...
tapi apa lah naseb gue jadi gini..
nggak berhasil langsung temuin dia..
gue sedih banget..
gue mahu dia bersama gue..
gimana sih?
gue kangen sama dia..


ani of u undastand?
haha..
mayb sum can..
but i can guess many dun..
haha..
wad i am sae is dat..
i miss shrek lots...
dats all...

hahaha...

'-GaRf-' LuRp '-ShRek-'
-AiN-

Love in one dae

one dae,
a gurl saw a boy n hated him soo much dat she said to herself,
"i would rather die if he was to be the last guy on earth for me."
den she neva saw him again...

one dae she wen sumwhere and saw the same guy she saw,
but all was different,
she said to herslef,
"if he were to die,i would die with him..."
she saw him often from dat dae on..

one dae,
he talked to her..
she recorded it down as the happiest dae of her life...
den dey began talking..
and dey grew closer and closer...

one day,
she confessed her feelings to one his friends,
his friends leaked to him,
and he avoided her...
she recorded dat dae as the most saddest dae in her life...

one dae,
dey we together gain...
the jokes,laughs and talks flooded back into her life...
she recorded dat dae as the happiest dae of her life again...
they grew closer,
he confessed that he like a gurl...
she was heartbroken...
but,she pushed herself aside for him,
she just wanted to make him happie...
it was da same,
dae in,
dae out..

one dae,
he gave up on da gurl...
she once again recorded that dae as the happiest dae of her life...

one dae,
she found out dat he liked her...
she was was soo happie dat she recorded it down again...
den he broke her heart..
it shattered that she vowed neva to love anione but him..
she still does...

one de she has had enuf...
she went up to him n saed,
"TAKE MY HEART N LET ME TO DIE"
she stormed off
and dey went their separate ways...

moments later,
she was hit by a car,
he was also hit by a car,

She saed
"i loved till just now...now dat i hate u ,i will die"
He saed
"i loved you 4eva,now dat u don't love me,i would rather die.."


never keep your feelings to yorself...
one dae,
all can just be lost bcoz u were selfish..
selfish to yor own emotions...
selfish to yorself...
if u like sumone,
jus tell dem..
be brave of their reactions...
den u'll noe dat u'll neva lose dem no matter wher da=ey go..

im soory dat i took so long for me to say dat,
I MISS YOU..
i neva known dat i actuallie loved you...
now dat it has been one month,
i'm telling you dat i'll be missing u foreva...

i'll be celebrating lebaran single diz yer...
neva in my relationship life,
i've done lebaran single...
deres always a first tyne to everyting..
now its my turn...

-AiN-