now i noe da meanin of loneliness...
it means alot...
lyke,
noone to talk to at msn..
noone to wish u gud mornin,afternoon n nyte..
noone to hold yor hand wen u r down...
noone to share yor deep thoughts...
noone to laugh wit u...
NOONE...
NONE..
mmm...
im feelin lonelie..
i actullie agree wit avon on bbq dae...
being single is gud..
get to look at anibodie we want...
but at da same tyme..
i disagree..
when we look at couples..
we wan to be lyke dem...
we feel lonelie all of da sudden..
we will be wishing for da same thing at da same tyme...
haiz..
but still..
i'll forever remember diz words..
said by a beautiful sista of mine...
"U must always support yorself...
even wen u r down...
dere must be support in u to bring u up...
u must go along da river...
u will find da perfect one in time..."

but da ting is...
wen???
haiz..
i noe guyz reactions wen dey noe i lyke dem..
dey juz shun demselves from me..
dey avoid me..
dey won't reply my msgs...
dey will juz do anitin to get rid of me..
but wen dey nid my help,
dey will look for me...
now..
i tink.
i'll lay off love for a while...
haha...
i tink onlie..
coz ryte now im still in a fairytale..
wait till he noes..
den no more fairy tale...
coz all u dere will not happen..
haha..