todae whole dae at cik aims...

mmm..
main thing i wanna sae is..
i can't sleep!!
dammit!!
my whole body is aching..
damn!
sialah.
soo tired..
yet can't sleep..
damnation...
walao!!!
diz morn planned to go but..
WOKE UP AT 930!
haha..
too bad den..
wish dey had fun..
haha
i need to sleep man..

now i noe da meanin of loneliness...
it means alot...
lyke,
noone to talk to at msn..
noone to wish u gud mornin,afternoon n nyte..
noone to hold yor hand wen u r down...
noone to share yor deep thoughts...
noone to laugh wit u...
NOONE...
NONE..
mmm...
im feelin lonelie..
i actullie agree wit avon on bbq dae...
being single is gud..
get to look at anibodie we want...
but at da same tyme..
i disagree..
when we look at couples..
we wan to be lyke dem...
we feel lonelie all of da sudden..
we will be wishing for da same thing at da same tyme...
haiz..
but still..
i'll forever remember diz words..
said by a beautiful sista of mine...
"U must always support yorself...
even wen u r down...
dere must be support in u to bring u up...
u must go along da river...
u will find da perfect one in time..."

but da ting is...
wen???
haiz..
i noe guyz reactions wen dey noe i lyke dem..
dey juz shun demselves from me..
dey avoid me..
dey won't reply my msgs...
dey will juz do anitin to get rid of me..
but wen dey nid my help,
dey will look for me...
now..
i tink.
i'll lay off love for a while...
haha...
i tink onlie..
coz ryte now im still in a fairytale..
wait till he noes..
den no more fairy tale...
coz all u dere will not happen..
haha..

even under my stressed condition...
i still got sum hapie news..
my blog is okie dokie now...
muah..
i love blogger!!!!

ncc bbq went well..
we did a bbq even wit da rain..
haha...
funnie..
lots of even on dat dae...
from torn shorts to singing of da ncc song in da middle of da nyte..
haha..
ok den..
lazie to tok much..
coz i talked alot..
haha...

abg..
im missing u alredie..
u remeber u taught me keris..
remember wen u told me which way to go during ujian?
remember wen u told me told shout wen i was breaking my tile???
now....
hus gonna teach me at cik azmats place now...
haiz...
no use crying..
nuting will bring u back..
wadeva it is...
i miss u...
i promise u i won't cry..
i promise..
reallie..
im crying alreadie..
can anibodie make mie stop???
anibodie..
malay
chinese
indian
urasian...
make me laugh again..
im too sad alreadie...
dis song is dedicated to u...

Sudirman
Salam Terakhir

Sampaikan salam buat semua
Salam terakhir salam teristimewa
Kepada kau yang tersayang
Pada teman yang ku kenang
Pemergian ku ini tak dirancang

Usah bertanya mengapa aku
Mengucap salam terakhir kepada mu
Kerna waktu berputaran
Bimbang tak berkesempatan
Melahirkan kerinduan terhadapmu

( korus 1 )
Demi sebuah kenyataan
Yang amat menyakitkan
Aku yang tidak berdaya
Hanya berserah padaNya

( korus 2 )
Salam akhir Salam yang teristimewa
KepadaNya ku memohon keampunan
MelaluiNya ku beri kemaafan
Kepadamu

( ulang korus1, korus2 )

Andainya aku punya waktu
Masih ku ingin mengulangi semula
Saat indah bersama mu
Sayang tak berkesempatan
Abadikan saja salam ku di ingatan
Salam ku yang terakhir

hey!!!
juz came back from camp pinnacle...
tired lyke hell siah..
evridae aso 5 hrs sleep... events...

04 dec 06
in-process...
opening address...
rapelling...
lunch...-deLicious lyke hell!!!
SOC... more rapelling...haha...
dinner...-guess who i met wit??? SALMAN!!!!!!!! haha....
interaction with SAFWOS students...
night snack.. lights out...

05 dec 06 -HapiE burFdaE RafaeL!!!

wakey2...
pt..report sick coz i wanted to go on a "relief" mission...
breakfast...eat3...
got tour ard SISPEC lunch...
IMT..-got mostlie headshots...
share secrets...told dem dat im da 4th of 7 children in da hse.. all got excited!!!haha...
night snack ... l
ights off...

06 dec 06

wakey2...
breakfast...eat3...
den go to discovery centre..dunnoe y aso.. haha...
lunch den go paya lebar...
too heart ache to tok bout it...
wen changing to PT da bunk was all silent...
bcame da IC.. successfullie marched da platoon....sort off..
dinner...laughs started back...
camp pin nyte rehearsal...
bloodie lots of laugh wit bekk!!!!
night snack...
stand by bed... l
ights off...

07 dec 06

wakey2
pt...
breakfast...
stand by bed...
board da buz...
go NDU...
saw avon... kaka...
lunch...got ice cream!!!
den had sum interaction wit ICEP cadets...
off to changi naval base.. slept most of da tyme...
went on board RSS Persistent...
den go to lecture... abu gave me a no.1 stikfas.. haha..
cum back n greeted by ALVIN! haha...
dinner...
camp pinnacle rehearsal...
CAMP PINNACLE!!!!!!
fun nyte..
wen goin off to nyte snack, da clt scold us bcoz we march fast2...
but not fault wad.. da leadin clt force us to macrh fast2.. no fair siah..
night snack..da most tensed up night snack regiment muslim faced...
stand by bed... l
ights off...

08 dec 06-HapiE burFdaE JiaN WeN!!!

wakey2
PT...
breakfast..
off to leaders auditorium...
rehearse closing ceremonie...
Closing cermonie...
talk by CO of tech whye sec...
tok by RSM...sleeping away..haha...
lunch... area cleanin...
tok by ICEP cadets...
out processing..
den da clts all fall in...
dey bersurai...
den dey throw Syafiq in da air..
lyke throw lil kid siah
den my grp all throw ALVIN...
den dey throw Brendon... haha...
i lazie to tok soo read book most of da tyme...
book out!!!
da buz arrive.. verie sad to leave siah..
buut.. still gonna mit each oder aso... no sweat... haha...
dats all lah..

lazi to write bout minor details...
keke...
MARKSMAN!!! onlie few undaertsand..
keke...
BeKK 2 life!!!!!!!

todae i went to escape wit my siblings n kak aty siblings...
first go Long John Silver..
ate 1-inch toast..
god!!!!!
soo thick liao...
da most fun part was da hunted house....
inside i lyke nutink...
den wen at da exit door i purposely jump ard screaming lyke crazie...
haha..
made da ppl tihnk it was erie scary lor..
haha...
here is sum pics...
i think in da morn i saw irfan n afiq sittin wit syafiq..
da kiut syafiq from ncc..my senior...
i tink onlie lah...
haha...